Comparison is the thief of joy. God gives us so many blessings, and we can get so caught up in what we dont have, that we never appreciate what we do have.
From a bully to the daughter of a king. I once was a woman breaker, but now God has changed my heart, and I minister to broken women. Only God can do that.
Oftentimes we get saved and never walk in the fullness. God wants to heal your past, and give you a testimony worth sharing. He wants to bring your past to the light, so he can restore you, and fully heal you in all areas.
So often we speak of the spirits that keep us in bondage. The lord wants to set you free from your anxiety. Cast all your cares on him and he will heal your anxiety.